lately i've been feeling strange or shall i say empty and heavy at the same time. oh wait, no. rather useless, spiritless, faithless. its bothering me radically. second after second i keep musing. i swore never to touch it when nothing felt right inside. of course, this is yet another emo post of mine cause where can i actually vent it all when parents & brothers are busy sleeping. getting wasted every other night. actually i f do not know what i am typing. kbye.
